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Date: Friday, March 21, 2008
i hate the feelings of being treated like a transparent!!!! i am tired of my life sometimes you juz need some care from the person that u have been when the closest person that is with you treat u lyk a piece of glass and keep having good conversation with the other closest people to you infront of your sight that really hurts you. And what hurts you most is that the care and concern you dun get from them but yet u see them appearing to be so close and happy chit chatting with each other! that really makes you hate it alot.....
the laughter that they had, the topics that they tok about yet u cant join in as they already treat u lyk nothing! i really wish that some days i could have no burden and get into their world and have a long and never ending chat with and not turn out to b stranger that see each other everyday!
today i went to banquet to work again cuz i wanna get quick cash adeline told me that my osim pay will have to wait till 31st march! then i am real pissed of wif this person of RAFFLES TOWN CLUB he is a lousy captain! i shall say his name out! DAVID. he is really a se lang cum big bully!!! he used to ask me out then is lyk what the hell la old man with family lei den i sae cannot then he angry keep bullying me today!!! he ask mi to carry man's stuff i noe that some of the ladies in the place do carry but its really too heavy for me and that i took medicine in the morning so i cant carry u noe what tis stupid man sae if you cant even carry tis ting u are USELESS. i was lyk WHAT?! useless!!! at least i got into poly?! and i m useless?! i tried to bear with it yet he say if you cant carry i will ask u to go back home! then when people tried to help me carry. DO U NOE WHATS HE SAY?! he say DUN HELP HER LET HER CARRY.!!! i almost cried out sia!.... its a man's job n yet u wan me do. I LISTEN LE YET U SAY TIS STUPID STUFF
my next reaction was i wanna leave. WADS HE SAY AGAIN?
he say ok get ur pay nxt time!!!
jerk!
to derek i will go for the class outing if u see tis msg
to serene thx for the free donuts
to adelene i wan taiwan tings!!! hahas
to shihui sry i cant make it to the 4e2 class outing i was working with tis jerk and i m so regretful that i cant make it!
to everyone who i care thx for the care u guys gave me
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